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What's up peeps! (Friday, April 17, 2009)
A lil' something fer today.
I cut my hair short.
I met lots of different kinda people in a month.
I'm still waiting fer my original Diploma cert.
Sis wedding is so gonna happen in July.
I still need to find something to wear fer her second day of wedding.
My darl's birthday is coming.
What else?
Still waiting fer that one day,to take my degree. And I really hope I still am interested by then.I wanna read a book titled," My sister's keeper" and "Revolutionary road".
There's so much happening and so much that I wanna do!
Okay,and so I've been wondering lately what my friends have been up to lately.
No news.
Nothing.
Update me my dearest friends,wherever and whenever thats possible.
Anyways,been working fer a month now,and I realise how much I missed school and books and classrooms and even the teachers that have taught me pretty well.
But this feelings come and go.Sometimes I missed those times,and sometimes I don't. At all.
I have my reasons when I say that.
There's so much I have not achieved in life.And that just makes me crave fer more!!
Patience.
Won't say much on how things have been going on.
Out of all the things,I know I'm falling more and more in love with HIM.
You know who you are.
Happy living people.
Don't be sad.
Don't worry.
Just be happy.
And you'll be fine.
Sayonara people.
Hollalaala peeps! (Friday, March 20, 2009)
After sooo long people,here I am,updating how life has been fer me.
=)
Okay,so lets see.
I finished school,and I'm pretty sure many out there knows about it.
I got a full-time job.So far so good la.Nothing to complain.Not yet maybe.Now is not the time to complain I guess.Should be thankful that I have a job,like finally.
And I received my exam results today.Surprisingly,I passed all.
Alhamdulillah..
Everything that I do,all the efforts are finally being paid off.
Thanks to my family members and Faiz and friends fer your prayers.
Its becoz of you guys that I made it through this time round.
Especially Faiz,who pushed me all the way.
And I mean ALL THE WAY.
Thanks dear!
And big thanks to ALL too!!
I'm pretty busy at werk.Loads of paper works to do,lots of walking and complains from irritating and at the same time funny people who complains about dumb things that you never ever thought or heard of.
But what to do..
Its part of my job.
I'm not complaining.Maybe to some,it sound like as if I am.But really,some people just got nothing better to do.I just find it funny ya know.
Anyways,I bonded quite well with my colleagues.Only a few that seems to give that "Hi,bye" thingy and doesn't seem to click well.
Hope you guys out there will be patient,coz I'm pretty busy and tired fer now.
I'll find a time to hang out with you guys.
Gimme some time yea?
Mas darla,I read your blog/message.
I miss you la.
I miss having long chats with you.
Leha.
Dina.
Tin.
April should be fine with me.
We'll arrange our gf's day out together okay?
=)
Whatever it is people,my life is pretty good fer now.
Yes,fer now.
Can't say much coz its too soon.
I feel like celebrating today,but too bad,some people have other plans.
Will see how tomorrow.
But I seriously feel like celebrating.
I don't know fer what or with who,
but I just gotta do it!
Nyehahaha!
Okay,to my dearest MDIS friends out there,you know who you are.
Study hard and study smart k?
I may be the wrong person to give advise la,but that's the least I can do.
Give it your best shot people,and you don't have to go through it again.
Remember that.
Lots of hugs and kisses to all you people.
My dear friends out there,I really miss you guys.
Hope to see you guys soon soon SOON!!
Sayonara people.
I'm sorry. (Thursday, March 5, 2009)
I won't say such things again.
I promise you I won't.
Understanding was all it takes.
And in your eyes I couldn't even do that simple thing.
What you said was true.
Its time fer me to take it all in slowly.
Then only I would understand,
You.
The poeple around.
My family.
And yours.
Time.
Space.
If only I could understand all that.
I wish I had.
But I hope its not too late fer me to do all that.
You might say there's no one to be blamed on this.
But I'll still take the blame fer everything.
To me,it was still a huge mistake saying things that shouldn't be said.
By me.
Werds that came out from my own mouth.
You won't take any apologies.
But I'm still gonna seek fer forgiveness from you anyway.
I respect you and I always will.
Sometimes it might just slip away without me realizing it.
But correct me if I do.
They say the more you are afraid of loosing someone you love,all the more you ARE gonna loose them.
You made me realize where you stood,
and now I'm gonna make mine.
I am yours,and always will.
I will do whatever it takes.
Babe,you are more that what I expected you to be.
There's nothing more that I could ask fer.
Trust me when I say this.
I am thankful to have you around.
Selfishness got into my way,
and its destroying everything that I have.
And I'm sorry fer all the pain that I caused.
Again,if understanding is what you seek,then I'll give it to you.
Sincerely.
Sorry fer taking up your sleeping time.
I should have known better.
You left me there,hanging with tears.
But the one last thing that I expected to hear from you was fer you to say those last three werds.
But you didn't.
I don't know if things are sorted out,
but I hope it is.
I never wanted this to happen.
Not before I leave Singapore.
Thats why I regretted saying things that I shouldn't have said.
And I'm sorry that I did.
I really do.
Sayonara people.
Labels: personal
My weekends. (Tuesday, March 3, 2009)
Sister love and fiance got in "Blossoming Love" competition last weekend.She got through from the first to the second round.I missed the first day of the competition.By the time I reached Vivo,it was already their results time. -_-
Managed to reach on time fer her second day.She looked gorgeous!With that cocktail wedding dress,you look perfect and I'm very proud of you.
They were contestant number 4!
Surprisingly,she got her favourite number.
There were a total of 10 contestants that made it through the 2nd round.
These were the rest of the other contestants.
2nd day
Dina accompanied me on the 1st day.Hehehe..thanks dear!
So sis and fiance had to participate in some game.That was thier challenges.I have the video but I'm not gonna upload it here.It was funny though.Really.Sis had to touch each and every guys hairy legs and identify which one belongs to her,fiance I mean.That was her challenge.The guy side had to do the same thing,but ofcoz not the legs.Fer them its hands/palms.So he had to feel and identify which hand belongs to my sis.All of them were blindfolded when all these things took place.Surprisingly,both of them got it right!Hahaha..so I guess they really are meant fer each other!
There was another challenge also.LAZY to explain here.
Heh.
Ok so after everything ended,I left them and went to town to meet my darlin' bf.
We watched Slumdog Millionair midnight movie.
A beautiful story I must say.
Nothing of what I expected.
No wonder they won like 8 Grammy awards!!
Last Sunday we went cycling.From Bukit Panjang all the way to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve.
Oh gosh.
You have no idea how much fun I had!!!
Seriously people,bike trekking in the reserves are a lot tougher than I thought it'll be.
Going up steep slopes was always a killer!
While going down hill/slope has always been so heavenly.
Hhahahaa..
Pictures are still with sweetlove.
Gonna get it from him soon and then I'll upload it here.
Thanks dear fer the memorable experience,just you and me in the jungle,cyling in the rain.
What more could I ask fer.
Hahahaha!
Oh ya..Mas!
Remember this??
Hahahaha! Masok frame jekk! Haha.
A cheeky smile you have there Mas!
Nyehhahaha!
Alright.I just have to put that in.Coz I can't stop smiling and laughing everytime I look at that picture.Well,I guess only Mas and I will know! =)
That's all fer now I guess.
I can die of boredom if I don't a freaking job by...
I don't know.
Somtimes,we see things that people don't do.
Maybe its time to start over.
Start by looking at the things that they do.
I love you,my sweet embrace.
Always have and always will babe..
=)
Sayonara people.
New journey begins fer... (Thursday, February 26, 2009)
A new life begins fer...
*Jengg jeng jeng*
*Jengg jeng jeng*
Snowy!
My new cat.Actually darling boyfie found her at his block staircase.Sadly,his parents didn't allow pets at home.I know they wanted a cat so badly.So since he can't have her,he gave it to me.Mommy didn't want another cat at home coz Kiki,my other cat is enough fer her.But I insisted that she come down to darl's place to have a look at this adorable kitten.And when she did,she fell in love with her.So we brought her home,where she could be safe and sound.
She finally have her own personal place where she can call,home.
We call her Owy.
So there you go babe.Your cat,taken care by me.
Nyehahaha.
I'll bring her down to your place some time so that you and your darlin' sibs can play with it.Or another option is,you come down to my place?
So Wednesday's interview went pretty well.A lot of things to consider.Half of me says yes,take the job,and the other says no.So which one is it?
Talked to mommy and daddy about this.They supported me and gave me lots of advise.I know the last post I said I didn't wanna tell mom and dad until I get myself a proper job but I need them in this.I want them to be part of what I do.
Well,bottom line is,I'm still considering.
Yesterday's interview didn't go so well.Really people.Sometimes they can just be nasty to you.They think that I'm stupid la,but I'm not.Mom and dad asked how it went and all,so I told them from A-Z.
Daddy wasn't happy,but he said he's proud of me fer saying and doing the right thing.
Called up 3 other companies yesterday after I came back from the interview,all 3 was rejected.There you go,another disappointment.But I'm not giving up and you guys know I don't.Still trying and I'm still gonna send my resume till I irritate the hell out of HR.
And I'll continue doing it till I get a JOB.
So at the mean time,I'll wait till Sunday to come and see who else reply my mails and return me my calls.If there's no response then hello part-time job!
No choice la.
If you guys read the newspaper and watched the news yesterday,its been reported that about 99000 more people are gonna lose their jobs.So how?
Hmmmmmmmm........................................
My boyy have been pretty busy this whole week.So I kinda have a lot to tell,but he's not here with me.I haven't really got a chance to tell him whatever thats on my mind and whatever else that I want to tell him.Understanding is what you seek,then I'll give it to you.
I'll be out with Arabs and Dina tomorrow.Then evening I'll be at Vivo to see my lovely darlin' sis and her fiance.They got in some kind of competition.So that will stop me from thinking too much about everything else that matters.Well atleast fer a while.Its better than nothing.
And as fer you darlin' boyy..
I'll see you soon.
I don't know when but let's hope soon.
And you know I miss ya!
Sayonara people.
JOBS! (Monday, February 23, 2009)
I've sent out 24 resume to 24 different companies.
And out of that 24,only 2 replied.
Okay.
Its better than nothing people.
So I'm dealing with 2 interviews fer the next 2 days.
I'm very interested in one of them though.
Read up about the company and I fell partially in love with it.
I am already nervous.
Maybe because the company that I like career interview cum career seminar is tomorrow!
And I don't know what to wear!
Not yet picked out the blouse,pant or skirt that I want.
Not even shoes!
Thats a lil' less important though.
I can do it tomorrow,since the whole thingy starts around 3pm.
Mom and dad doesn't know about these interviews yet.
I don't plan of telling them until I get a proper job.
Sometimes there's this urge ya know,just telling them what company and so and so called up and yada yada yada.
But like what Faiz said,don't get their hopes high especially in times like this.
Well,"in times like this",only he knows.
A lil' personal.
Anyway,I'm giving myself one week.
If i still don't get a freaking job by then,then I'm gonna have to work part-time first at the same time hunt fer a full-time job.
I bought the Straits Times yesterday and today.
Been reading it and a lot of the pages are talking about the global economic downturn and how much it had affected people and the economy.
They mention about jobs,people who expereince retrenchment and how business man from earning hundred thousands of dollars now earn about 2 or 3k?
I know its been a while since people talked about this and I am aware of the bloody recession.
But didn't know it STILL hit the news up till NOW.
Read the papers and you'll know.
Even I am experiencing a hard time finding a job since lots of companies are freezing their companies from employing people.
I went fer 3 career fair so I know.
I actually helped out my cousin fer the career fair.
So yea,I met lots of company GM and head people and we talked.
They tell me stuffs that I never heard before but its alright.
I know I'm 19,but I guess its good to be exposed to the business and outside world if you can.
I did during the career fair and I WANT MORE.
I'm meeting my oldy friend after such a long time.
Friday,I can't wait fer ya!
Arabs might be joining.
You still owe me lunch/dinner sucker!
Heh. =)
So thats pretty much the updates fer now.
I'm actually blogging coz I've got pretty much nothing to do.
Hmm..
Please let the interviews go well tomorrow and Wednesday.
=/
That's all folks!
Sayonara people.
(Saturday, February 21, 2009)
Exams done.
Lets all pray that we all don't have to come back for supplementary paper.
For the past few months,Faiz have been great all along.
He stood by me and never once gave up on me.
Despite the tiredness from training,never once he forgot to call and ask how was my day.
Encouraging and motivating me every single day to do my very best in whatever that I do,especially my papers.
Now I know the reasons behind all those long lectures that came from him.
It all make sense.
Thanks to you babe that now I know how harsh reality can be in the future,even now.
Thank you dear fer believing in me every second and every step of the way when some people don't.
Thank you fer supporting and guiding me when it felt like as if no one cared.
You did,and I truly sincerely appreciate it.
I know someday,I will make my family and you proud.
Someday.
I sent my resume to 8 companies.
I hope they'll reply me soon.
I'm gonna send more of it.
And I don't care how many but I know I will.
Yesterday was great spending time with Faiz.We had a good laugh over certain things.
After today,I wonder how are we going to do without each other if you are really going overseas to take your degree and work there.
Hmm..
Think babe.
Anyways,going Geylang with mommy and granny later.
I miss mommy.
Ever since she started working again,the house feels empty,everything seems to be undone,and I really miss her home cook meals.
The worst part is I've got no one to talk to when I feel like talking.
But now that she's back at home,it feels much better.
Naggings and her loud voice can be heard.
Though I don't like it,atleast I know she's home.
My family.
Faiz.
I can't afford to loose them.
Coz they are my pillar of strength.
Sayonar people.